i knew there was something i forgot to mention that happened on new years day, two things really. one of them was that i ran over a squirrel. yes i know it's bad, but i was tired and didn't realize he was coming under the car until it was too late, so i started off the day by kiling my first innoncent aniaml with an automobile ever.then one of the first people i had into the bar [out of 3] was a lady who was just stopping in for a sammich and a few glasses of wine. during which we proceeded to talk for almost an hour and a half and at the end she kept saying "you don't have to worry, you have a good head on you. i can tell these things, you'll be totally ok and a success" about 4 or 5 times. so that turned my potentially shitty day, into a kind of decent one. but it was odd as i talked to this woman about her realtionship with her ex, and her current boyfriend and her son. mostly because i kind of believed her, afterall why would a total stranger do the "good friend" thing and tell you what you wanted to hear? most don't, they tell you exactly what they think, with no bullshit attached.
but that's about all that's happened since yesterday i finally got a day off and sat around doing jack-shit, and let me tell you i'm one super jack-shit doer [and i just realized that sentence is so completely utter shit, and yet i'm still living it in so others can laugh at me]
and there is where i think this update unravels, so i think i'll go to bed with my super-hungry stomach and wake up even worse. mmmm.
scud
