i sort of had a feeling today was going to suck..i could just feel it.

and boy did it ever suck. i made so little money it was pointless to go in, and then mary wasn't working tonight because of regionals or something. and i had a feeling i wouldn't be able to get ahold of her because she was acting a bit odd earlier today and yesterday. and of course i wasn't..so ugh. i just had a shitty ass day and was hoping i could do something with mary to get a pick-me-up, but of course that wouldn't happen.

ugh, i guess this is the payback i get for the good luck i had a few weeks straight, but motherfucker i'd much rather have the badluck be me getting sick, or hurting myself somehow. not getting the feeling of mary slowly moving farther away..feh.

scud