it's also really fucking weird. for the longest time i wasn't sure what the hell was going on.

but some of it was pure crap because they were just trying to i believe confuse the viewer, or if people really believed some of what they talked about, that's fucked up. but i do think some of it's true how we go through most of our lives not actually realizing what's going on. we just know we're supposed to go here, and do this, and then after that go over there and do that.

which is basically what happens to kids nowadays and the whole college thing.

this week has just been completely fucked up. and i think it all started when i saw my neighbor at fridays, because she said she graduated from college that week. it just threw me for a gotdamned loop because i realize that i should be doing that soon too..and i'm no where near it.

maybe i should be? i dunno..

scud