so..a wise friend to me recently about well, life and the more i've recently sat around thinking about it, or driven around town thinking about it..the more i see that the following is really goddamn true.do you think you were put on this earth to make everyone but yourself happy? i mean, sure, its a nice thing to do
but wouldnt you like to make the most of the time that you have?
and no..i don't think we were. we were put on this planet to do what makes us happy, tho really we were put here to have lots and lots of sex. yes i know you'll probably say "but that's..crude!" but it's also what any species must do to keep surviving..survial of the fittest, and to do that you have to keep having offspring. but i digress. we weren't put on this planet to spend 3/4th's of our life doing things we dont' want to just to please others. i mean mom and dad [i know you'll probably never read this but oh well] i'm sorry i don't like college, i'm sorry i don't want to goto it anymore, and i'm sorry you think i should. i don't want to, nor do i think i am going to for much longer. i just can't, it'd be like being stuck in a job you despise and eventually snapping and doing something really dumb. however i don't want to reach that point and so i won't. and no, i do have job skills that are of some use..no i don't expect to earn much money in the beginning, but no one does.
so well..i am thinking about many things..and then some.
scud.
