i sometimes wonder what it would be like if we ever actually said what we were feeling/thinking instead of not-saying it for fear of either a] worrying the other person b] having them misinterpert it or c] taking it the wrong way.
and i wonder what it is that's so interesting to her obiviously most often it's me..so instead i spend my hours filled with random things created or whatnot when in truth i really would rather be talking to her..
..i really do wonder what it would be like if me and her actually said what we're feeling/thinking.
and well even though i think she knows me pretty damned well, it's at times like these that i come to see that she also doesn't know me because she's not here talking to me, or looking at me and can't see me when i just need a hug, or need to have a sound board, or i'm just in a poopy mood and need some-sort of cheering up.
but oh how i wish she was here, i'd give my left arm for it..
scud.
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