cause i'm really fucking honry, i mean like..insanely. it's so unfair.

mainly because last night as we were about to goto sleep jess was talking about some memories of my last trip out there that she really vidily remembered. one of them being a time when she was trying to walk up some stairs and i slapped at her ass [hey what can i say it's a damned nice ass] and that when we finally did make it up to the top of the stairs how i kissed her really well..passionetly. mmm and yes i remember that, hell i remember almost every moment of that entire trip.

though the one moment that i well..really vividly remember is one morning. waking up after a night spent well..having lots and lots of really amazing sex that she was asleep next to me, her hair somewhat frumpled cause well we had been busy! it was probably like noon or something..but i was awake and she wasn't, and i just stared. just layed there my eyes fixed on her face, watching her breathing and well..her. i don't know how else to say it but she's amazingly beautiful, especially just after waking. i don't why i find her most appealing then..i just do.

so yes, i want some sex and lots and lots of it from jess, right fucking now.

scud.