after talking to her good friend from school i know she's never said anything to her about me being anymore than a friend. and that's all i am, i see it and well..as much as i'd like to have it not be that, oh well...and i don't want to totally fuck up my friendship with her so i'm not going to ask.

*shrug* oh well.

yup i was right, i talked to another of her friends and was told straight up "she doesn't like you hon" so oh well...i guess i can live

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