So I'm driving along just puttin around. And I'm thinking a lot about my current lot in life. And some parallels. I mean grr I hate getting like this..all poopy on myself when I'm really not doing that bad off. I mean yea I don't got a job but so what, I'm not dead.

I think my problem is I'm not getting any excersize, maybe I should try to convince my folks into paying for me to join a gym, we got a brand new one around here that's open 24/7 and supposedly has everything under the sun. I think that'd be good for me. I mean yea I don't really like working out but if I don't workout somehow I'll end up being like I was at school..all like weird. And not myself.

Oh yea and remember how I said I went home to my grandma's the other weekend. Well while we were up there I found out my aunt has breast cancer and she's going into surgery in a few weeks, this week I think she's at the beach. No one really mentioned it, least not my aunt. But my mom told me..sorta odd cause that's 3 or 4 women in my mom's side of the family who have been diagonsed and treated for it. Makes me wonder about me mom and my sister...erf...

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