so the past few days have been awesome. not only because i've gotten laid again. but because it's just nice to be in the company of well, a woman. sure i was sleeping, as in sleeping not fucking, with someong from work. but that's a bit different, not only for the fact that with the girl from work we wore clothes, and well for the past few days i haven't really worn anything.

but it's also nice simply because i enjoyed her company. sure we didn't do a lot, and i kind of felt bad for that but oh well. next time i'll plan out a bunch of more fun things to do [like if it's in the summer going to kings dominion] i want to say more but as usual i don't know how. i want to say i had a lot of fun, and i enjoyed the time we had, but i want to say more than that. only i can't, i just don't know how ot say it in a way that doesn't sound corny or stupid. so i won't.

but really i had a great couple of days ane hopefully can repeat it again sometime soon. but what's weird is i don't know where it's going, or if it's going at all. sometimes i get a feeling there's things simmering on the surface, but then other's she half-freaks out and i realize there isn't. i dunno, i mean if nothing happened that'd be ok, but if something did i'd be ok with that. guess i'll hafta wait and see.