i guess you could say that finally, after 4 years dland is starting to lose it's appeal to me. maybe because now when i write i know i have some people who in my day to day life will read it and so maybe that's why i don't write as much as i used to. because i know when i first started writing here [wow i just went and looked and it's almost been 4 years to the day, eerie] i mostly bitched about the people around me and what happened, or what pissed me off. and maybe that means i should find a new place to write that no one knows about, but i don't want to do that. i like this place, afterall i've had it for 4 friggin years.

then again maybe i should grow up and start writing actual entries, about something more than what's pissing me off. but i dunno, i think it's basically a catch-22. because i used to use this place as an outlet for whatever i was feeling and as soon as i wrote it out, i felt better. so who knows what'll happen.

oh, i just realized last entry i left off with word that i got invited back for a 2nd interview with frontier airlines, well i'm sad to say that i didn't get the job. i have no idea why since i personally think i fit the bill to a T, but meh. now i just have to go back to looking for a new job since i hate mine.

bollocks, just bollocks to the lot.