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i don't know what to say, or to even do for that matter. mostly because my head can't get around the fact that today should have been one of the best days all year. she should be getting here in 3 hours, and we should be starting something totally new in 3 hours. instead i'm sitting here waiting on things to happen that i have zero control over, and praying they don't take too long to happen. i guess i just feel really lost right now, and i hate feeling lost. i like knowing my options and choosing from them.
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