well the first time i've really made out with mary for longer then 5 minutes, and it was good. i liked it a lot. and apparently i'm so good, she came twice, in about 20 minutes...without any direct stimulation [as in no hands going into anything or anything like that] apparently sucking, licking her ear is the ultimate turn-on. which was weird, but alright with me since i'm all about making them get off. i was just suprised she came twice during the making out, i only thought it was once.

but of course in the middle of said making out there was a somewhat long discussion about well us. one that we sort of had to have and even after talking about it for 20 or so minutes, i don't think we decided on anything.

except she said that half the time there's no attraction to me, and the other half there is. didn't exactly say why and i'm not sure she entirely knew, but i dunno. i mean i can understand it sometimes, because i think i look like ass a bunch of times but eh, i don't know.

and the even weirder thing, was that after we had the discussion we went back to making out..

so needless to say i'm still a bit confused but..i'm really trying not to worry too much because well, i just want to be happy and enjoy myself. which i am now..

so yea, i sort of got some last night, or at least some more action then i've seen in a while. so that was definetly a welcome addition.

scud