friday i think i went to a lunch date with her and then hung out for a few hours watching part of billy madison [even without me seeing the movie for a long time i still knew most of it by heart] then going to work for many hours and not making that much money.

yesterday was the really interesting one though. see because i worked yesterday morning so someone would take my night shift and mary and i could go out and have a fun night out since she didn't have any tournament the next morning. so i work in the morning and it's not too bad, pretty easy but i make jack moneywise, which is fine with me because frankly i just wanted to get in and out and then go have some fun.

i get a call around 6 or so from her saying we were gonna go out to a club and to meet her at her friends place. i drive over there and her friend is cool, but my first impression is her in a semi-slutty outfit trying to fix her tits. which looks odd nonetheless. so they got dressed and i sort of got dressed, mainly by putting on khaki's instead of shorts. eventually we decided to make the beer/liquor run since well we had to go and get somewhat drunk before we went, i mean no one can go to a club sober, then you won't enjoy it at all.

so we get the beer and liquor after a minor comedy of errors in that we thought the abc store sells beer, but they don't. they just sell liquor. either way we went back to the friends house and drank some. mary and her friend had a lot more then i did because i was driving.

i won't go into detail about the club becuase well..it'd just be a lot of repeating things. needless to say i did have some fun this time as opposed to the last time i went [when i had no date and/or people i know to really dance with] but jesus was i hot as hell [yes in the other way too].

but we get back to mary's friends place and her roomate is home also. so we stay up for a bit talking, eating mcdonalds [there was a 24hr mcdonald's on the way home (best thing ever)], and playing uno [i got f'n ganged up on. does anyone know if it's illegal to end on a 'black' card (aka a wild or something?) someone said it was so i got screwed over].

eventually tho we all decided to head to sleep so i went over to where mary was resting [she had already gone to 'sleep' while i was playing uno (or getting ganged up on)] and told her goodnight to which she asked if i really had to go home. i was like "nah, not really." so i went and hopped onto the fouton with her and slept.

ok so we didn't sleep the entire time. there was a small makeout time that lasted a bit with the usual. but the weird thing was that after we sort of did that i was just looking at her and made the comment of "i like this. the you and i" and she started to say once again how she wasn't sure what she wanted, if she even wanted a relationship, and before i could go "well then what are we doing now?" she said "and lets not talk about this right now.." which i could understand because we were both tired and in all honesty i didn't feel like getting into a deep relationship-discussion at the moment either. so i let it slide and went back to cuddling.

which is i guess the weird thing, because she says she doesn't know if she wants a relationship but everything she does points/acts to the fact she does. because if she didn't then she'd only call every so often, and/or wouldn't talk for very long. but she does all those things and when we're out in public pretty much acts like we're dating so. i figure sometime soon i'm gonna ask what the dilly is so i'm not confused anymore.

but all in all the night was very fun and well...i'm still liking mary more and more because of various things she does and mmm, i like the way she kisses [and that ass! daaaamn]

scud.