that wasn't the only interesting thing to happen yesterday as well. because girl from work called me up in the afternoon and suprised me with a visit [sure it wasn't for too long, but still]. and i don't know, i'm still getting mixed feelings from her, i mean her calling me up and trying to go out of her way to spend some more time with me kinda shows that she's into me.

and well we talked again last night for another like 5 or 6 hours [some really long time is all i know] and we talked more about all sorts of things, and finally near the end of it [at like 3 am] somehow we got into about basically how we feel for each other. and it wasn't bad news, because she said she did feel something for me, but there was something holding her back from just getting into a relationship. so i mean that's good..but erf i'm still confused now.

because she mentions she wants thing to just happen..which means what!? it's sort of like being told yes you could get something you really want, but not at the moment, without giving any real solid reason why you can't have it now.

so i guess i'll have to keep doing what i've been doing in the hopes she finally fully opens her eyes..

scud