well because i talked to the girl from work for abou5 5 hours on the phone. and in that conversation we talked about many different things, one of them being what kind of guys she likes. and damned if i didn't fit all of them, and shit, if that doesn't mean she doesn't like me then i don't know what does anymore. because she herself said she's never talked to someone for that long, which i would think is a good thing [wouldn't you?]. so i don't know. i think depending on how things go on wednesday night [we are supposed to get together so she can see me without the goatee and just hang out] i may ask her out since she mentioned that most of her boyfriends had to ask her more then once.

i mean erg, the more i talk to her, and the more time i spend around/with her the more i start to fall for her, and it's sort of sad. because i mean she already turned me down once, but all the stuff she's done since then has been totally the opposite. i mean like tonight for instance, i didnt' call her up becuase i figured she wouldn't want to talk "everyday".

ok hmm, now i'm rambling because i'm not exactly sure how to write about what i'm beginning to feel, but i think that's a good thing. i just hope it doesn't come back and bite me in the ass, that would not be fun.

and the counter keeps getting closer and closer to 30000, and the entries edge nearer to 600, what a weird coincidence it'd be if they both happened at the same time.

scud