anyways on to the last day of being 'underage', or the last 50 minutes or so.

today has been interesting.

i saw kb again today, and was reminded why things ended between us. because she doesn't give a shit about anyone. i went over solely because she said it'd be "hard" to get me a bday card in time for my bday. so on the way over there i see the tail end of a car going over an embankment and possibly killing the driver [because as i went home 2 hours later i saw the ambulances i had seen going towards the accident driving slowly and without lights.] needless to say that freaked me out before i had even gotten to kb's. after i had gotten there i was shocked again because it quickly became apparent she had no idea that tomorrow was even my birthday.

just goes to show you how much she remembers shit.

so yes i am forgotten by the girl who i dated for 4 months, not even a "oh yea i just remembered your bday is tomorrow, happy early birthday" instead i got a "what, ok get out of here," as i was leaving.

so whatever, that just seals it for total not-talking to her ever agai. because fuck that shit, if she can't even remember a fucking birthday i told her about not more then two weeks ago, she's a dumb cunt.

other then that i haven't done anything. cept come home and watch 'romper stomper' with ian [it's russel crowe's first movie] and jesus was it weird as shit. because it's about a skinhead in australia. and i dunno, it wasn't near as good as 'american history x'. but i guess it was a half-decent way to spend an hour or two.

and as for tomorrow [actually it's my birthday already, so happy 21st to me.] i don't think i'm doing much, cept maybe getting a case sometime in the afternoon and going over to ians and gettin a bit buzzed with him, then going out with my folks to bennigans and drinking some more. yes i'm going out with my parents because damnit why pay for my drinks when i can get 'em free?

so yay, i'm finally totally legal, now the only thing i have to look forward to in life, is death. yipee

scud