you see while kb and i broke up contrary to how i normally am, we've kept in touch and whatnot. but anytime i initiate some sort of conversation some 2 minutes later she basically gives up on it and says she has to go to bed, and won't sign off for another 30 minutes. basically i thikn it's come down to whenever she doesn't feel like talking to me, or dealing with me she'll say she has to go to bed in the hopes i just give up and stop responding. and if i wasn't such a moron i'd tell her that i don't wanna just be someone's ranting post. especially when they won't return the favor for whatever reason.

it's just fucking annoying to have people only talk to you when things aren't going so well for you, and doubly so when they don't even bother to see how you're doing. and it's also annoying as shit to have people only give you a ring when they need help in something they know you know something about. i mean sure i'll help, but jesus talk to me at other times too..

oh yea and the thing with the hott girl from english? yet another case of me buildling up all sorts of things in my head, and nary a one of them being true.

so basically i've given up on her too, since all i seem to get is the semi-smooth brush-off.

so fuckit, i'm done tryin to get someone cause it's not worth the goddamned hassle and aggrivation.

scud