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"crazy within my own head" @ 02.27.02
so yea i haven't written in a day or two mainly because nothing of note has happened.

as sad as it is i've basically been killing time between the moments i can see hott girl from english (yes she has a name, amanda). and since today was wednesday it was one of the days that i do actually see her. tho she came into class late and i figured she was absent or something which would've been really crappy since i had planned to ask her to do something again this weekend..

of course as crappy luck would have it she comes in late and gets put into some weird group so i can't exactly talk to her, and i realize then that i'll get out of class way before her because all we do is critique essays within our group then we can go home. and of course since she came in late she started late and my group was almost done already.

so i figure i'll write her a note and leave it on her car asking her to give me a call on my cell whenever she gets out of class. i go out to her car and stick it on the driver side window [using the weather stripping to make it stay] and go home.

now it's some 2, 2 1/2 hours later and i haven't gotten any call. but this could be for a few reasons

1]she didn't get the note at all, because it blew away
2]she's playing it "cool" and won't call for a day or two
3]she secertly hates me and tore the thing up

any of those reasons well..sucks. because it means i have to wait even longer to see what happened. and waiting is the worst part of anything because it just leaves you all sorts of time to run things over in your head and over analyze them until you're blue in the face.

i mean just now i'm thinking how i should've just handed her the note when i walked by her on my way out of class. and i'm thinking how i should've maybe just stayed around school until she left, but then that could've been seen as stalkerish and/or crazy.

feh..now it's time to go crazy within my own head.

scud.

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