both my folks went out of town to see the grandma, my friends from hs went down to duke to visit another friend, one of the few really chill guys at work went down to charlottesville w/ one of the chill girls from work. it also figures that since i have the entire house to myself hott girl from english class would be out of town [no i wouldn't be using the fact that no one was home to get some, but it would be nice to be able to come back here and say watch a movie or something].

ugh and this weekend i guess has been what i asked of it. it seems to have gone by pretty quick, but mainly because i didn't work today because of well..being sorta sick. so since i didn't work all i've worked this week is fri. night and i only made about 70 bucks, and i'll probably only make 40-50 tomorrow night. when i needed to make probably 140 or so since i have the damned car payment coming up and i just paid my cell bill which was 40 bucks, and then on tuesday i should be getting my jay&silent bob:strike back dvd which cost me some 30..so that puts me down to about 70 bucks and i need 213 for the car payment for a car that i dispise and yet am 'forced' to drive. gah.

damnit i can't wait 4 more weeks until i'm 21, i hate this wanting to be drunk but not being drunk because i'm not 21-feeling. it's shitty, just plain shitty.

someone talk to me, i'm bored..and all alone!

scud.