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"how sad and pathetic" @ 02.06.02
yet again today i was bored so i went and read a lot of bobby [perceptions] entries, mainly because they're short and interesting.

the one thing i got away from it is he manages to have an assload of people [mainly girls] who live near him who manage to see him at all hours of the day. which got me to thinking, while i don't use this place as a way to gain friends and associates, i do enjoy talking to the semi-random person who actually does come back here more then once.

so basically this is an entry for those of you who read this somewhat often who haven't as of yet talked to me. please do, i dunno it always interests me to talk to them. and 9 times out of 10 there seems to be really cool people who keep coming back here [or maybe that's what i tell myself to make me look cooler, i dunno]

oh to things not making me look so bored [even though i will freely admit i am]. i had a long conversation with an old acquantance about girls and guys. and i basically came to this realization. i'm too fucking goddamned nice. even though i sort of already knew this, it never dawned on me how nice i am.

see for about 3-4 weeks now i'm sure you've noticed i've stopped really writing about kb, save to say she did something to make me mad. anyways i think things are 'done' with us..or have been for a while. i'm not entirely sure because we weren't exactly clear on the whole thing to begin with.

anyways i get the feeling things are over since she never returns a phone-call..and if i do see her online we talk for maybe 2 minutes then nothing. even though she's acted like this for a little while on monday when i had to go by her house to drop off a rented movie i stopped by with some gifts of fruit snacks since i know she likes them, and i know she wasn't feeling too well.

i got a 'thank you' once or twice, and we talked for maybe 3 minutes before she said she should probably sleep. of course she said this 2 hours earlier when we talked on the phone..and then when i got there she said she had been watching tv in their basement. i of course have no idea if she really slept or not. point being is i'm a damned sucker.

so if there's any nice [non-mean, and non-psycho] girls out there who live in the northern va. area and would like a way too nice boyfriend...give me a ring. [somehow i doubt anyone will actually send me an e-mail about it, oh well (oh wait, someone might write to say how sad and pathetic i am. score!)] [and yes this last thing is mostly a joke. so do not take it too seriously]

scud.

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