such is the case now. though in all honesty it could change in a short matter of time..but i don't see that happening anytime soon.

that basically sums things up nice and tidy. what with the whole ticket/judge thing the other day, and other events lately that have taken a turn in the shitter.

but lemme put it this way. you know how sometimes when you talk to someone and your hands/feet start to tingle with that nervous "i really want to beat their head in for being so stupid" feeling..well i'm getting that now..a lot.

ugh, i hate this feeling..the last time i can remember i felt it for longer then, like 5 minutes, was with erin so i really don't associate the feeling with anything even remotely decent.

bah fuck this i'm goin to sleep..tomrrow i got the stereophonics show to look forward to.

scud.