i am a bad person..i skipped out on my history class..again. ugh i don't know why, either. i mean i just didn't feel like going, hell lately i don't feel like doing much. it's shitty cause i can sorta feel myself getting depressed all of a sudden..yet i'm not 100% sure what brought it on. i just know i don't want to do much of anything lately.jebus i need the e: show next week, been so long between the shows that i think it might be a reason why'm feeling down. all i know if after an e: show everything seems to be A-OK, even if it's far from allright..which i'm not sure it is in this case..i just know i'm not feeling 'normal'.
and this weekend will be interesting since kb is going down to fredricksburg and i'm not working because of a scheduling mishap, so basically i'm gonna be home even more..which in most cases isn't good to help get me back to normal. feh..i hate this feeling. i mean i know it'll pass soon enough..but damnit i want it gone now!
scud.
