and today i actually got to wait some tables all on my own. and got-damnit i did a pretty good job. i think i may like this job. i mean i had a table once with these two people who were just..snippy. and they were real dicks about it. so i expected to get a 2 dollar tip..or less. but instead i was suprised to see a 4 dollar tip. yay people who're dicks and know it so then tip the waiter a decent amount.

oh yes and like i said before when i was delivering pizza's, never ever skimp on some tip..because whoever is supposed to get a tip depends on that tip. i mean when we're working the floor we make only 2.13 an hour..or some ungodly low ammount like that.

this weekend's been sorta bad in the amount of time i've been able to talk to jess. which has only maybe amounted to like..3 hours..or less.

plus this weekend i've had um..3 "talks"? something like that. one with my sister. one with my mom, and one with my dad. the one with my mom was i dunno..the 'best' i should say. mainly because i told her exactly why i'm doing what i am. and why i have to do what i'm doing.

maybe hopefully now they'll understand my reasoning etc behind it all.

scud.