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..and yet i'm such a fucking 'tardmuffin @ 3.4.2001
why is it that i always get annoyed/bugged over stupid, useless shit that only serves to get the one i care for most in this entire fucking world, upset.

someone please fucking knock some sense into me, i'm tired of this seemingly endless cirlce of annoying the one i love most.

there's only one thing, or more specifically, one person on my mind 3/4th's of the time. no matter what i'm doing i think of her, about her, and yet when i actually get to talk to her, i let stupid shit get me. why? why am i that stupid, that self-centered, that fucking idiotic to do that? i love her so much, and yet i'm such a fucking 'tardmuffin.


so instead i'm now left so sit here alone, and attempt to goto sleep..only to succeed in crying some more.

scud.

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