first my 1 year anniv. for being on d-land, and to my suprise i somehow managed to change my layout on that date too [props go out to brenda for pointing that out to me]. and also about the layout, the images in the top left corner now really are random so refresh the page if you wan to see various doodlings i did.

the other anniversary was mine and jess' 6-month anniversary. now..this is good. cause it means we've been together a while, but it's also bad. cause things aren't going well..we're snippy at each other, communication is dying like mad. and i don't know what the fuck to do. and i can't take to writing here becuase then jess says someone sends her hate mail [who that is i hav eno idea tho if you did, please send me a note saying who you are, and then don't send anymore] so i think i'm going to just keep writing out those sorts of thoughts in the other place of mine.

i just don't know what to do...don't know how of any way to 'fix' this problem we're having. and..i sort of get the feeling the more time passes by the more likely things between us are going to just fall into nothing..and i don't want that.

i.
just.
don't.
know.
what.
to.
do.

scud.