with erin, she was tentative at first since i was her first. and eventually she got a bit more adventurous. but she felt tiny under me most times, not that it was a bad thing but i remember thinking i was crushing her when i used to lay ontop of her after we were done. i remember i sued to ask her to try to do more things, but she never did. i think mostly because she wasn't sure what exactly to do. but i know the second time we fucked she was still more of the same. so i guess it's just that she well isn't exactly bright.

with jamie it was a whole differnet world. she was more knowledgable than me and i basically followed her lead. i wouldn't say it was necessarily better than the sex i had with erin, it just felt different. and she was also the only person who ever made me have an orgasm from going down on me, but i think that was partly because of her tongue piercing.

with jess it was kind of like with erin, since again i was her first. i remember the very first time like it was yesterday. at first i was very gentle because i didn't want to hurt her since i knew how it supposedly hurt. but during the act she kept wanting it more and more, though almost as soon as we were done she was crying. i remember feeling like shit because i loved her a lot and didn't want her to hurt at all. what's funny is that nowadays i'm told by her that compared to her friends she's the one who has had the best "1st time" and the only one of her friends who look back on their first time fondly. she's also the only girl who's ever wanted to swallow, and she wanted to swallow from the first time we had sex. the first time she asked for it i was suprised as hell. i had never have any girl actually ask for me to let her swallow, and haven't since. but i have to say it's one of the best feelings ever.

with kb it was...odd. i say that because i don't know how to put it into words. i wasn't her first time, so she knew what she wanted most times, and we usually did it, since my goal whenever i have sex is to get her off [cause we men can get off no matter what] but i remember a lot of times where she didn't seem to do a whole lot, and erin was guilty of this too to an extent. i used to ask her if it was alright, or if she wanted to do it differently and never was told that it was bad outright, but wasn't ever really told how to 'change' it. so looking back i guess it wasn't that good, but i did try damnit!

with sara it was good. she was like erin in that she felt tiny under me. but unlike erin she was definetly more experienced and was one who preferred to experiment more than i was used to. she too taught me a few things i didn't know about and the sex was good.

with sara it felt...calmer a lot. i'm not sure if that's a good or a bad thing, maybe the passion wasn't as great during most of the times we fucked, but that could've been because of her medication. i remember the first time we had sex and she asked me to well, give her a money shot. i was shocked as hell. because like jess i had never had a girl ask me to do it, and didn't think it happened in real life only pornos. but again with jess i haven't had a girl ask since her, and thought it was most definetly a turn on. saying that it was calmer is weird, because now that i think about it i remember one night she basically fucked me. i can't remember what we were doing but she got horny as hell and came onto me and it amazed me, because i had never seen her do anything of the sort before. and if it hasn't been apparent by now i like it when the woman takes over sometimes so this was a definete turn-on. i only wish she had done it more often.

with liz it was mostly pure passion. and it worked for us, because that's all we were to each other really. another body to use to get off to, and keep company in each other's bed. and at the time that was all i wantes since i had just broken up with sara and didn't want a relationship. she was also the only girl i've ever had sex after i had just met her. at first when i woke up in the morning and drove home i didn't know what to feel. because i knew i was leaving for va soon and didn't think i'd see her again and i kept thinking "wow, i guess i've finally done a one-night stand" but turns out i couldn't even do that since i eneded up going back to her house every night until i had left denver.

with marisa it too was simply fucking. i guess that's been a theme with me ever since i broke up with sara. maybe because i haven't wanted a relationship but have still wanted to have sex. because sex is good, and everyone will agree with me on thatm. [yes even you, that one person who's shaking their head reading this and saying no. i don't care what you say you're lying] we had met randomly at a bar one night after work and while time had passed we sort of slipped back into some past habits, because i remember we tried to have sex when we dated in highschool but it couldn't happen because i was too big for her, or she wasn't wet enough. either way we tried to have sex but couldn't. it wasn't the best and i think that was mostly because she kept making noise, and a lot of it. while i like noise, after a certain point it just gets annoying and distracting.

with katie, it was just fucking. and not even passionate in any way like with liz. i think it was mostly because when we first fucked we were both drunk, but like liz i didn't have it be just a one-night stand since i ended up going back to her house once or twice after. it wasn't bad sex per-se, but it was more..to the point. in that there wasn't much foreplay or anything of that sort.

with leslie it was almost carnal. in that we were both craving to have that feeling of being satisfied, being so tired from fucking all day that we couldn't do anything but lay in bed. after a few hours we were both so sore that we had to stop,but that didn't stop us from having more sex over the next day and a half. it was also some good sex, i'm not entirely sure if it was the best sex ever, because i think it might be tied with jess, but it was really really good. i think because, to me at least, we were a good match size-wise. she was slightly smaller than me height-wise, but not so much that it made sex odd. if you've had sex with someone who's either a lot taller, or shorter than you, then you know how hard it is to fuck and actually try to kiss the person, you either end up looking at their chest or the top of their head. since it's the most recent i can still remember how her skin felt under my hands, and how i thought it was almost mesmerizing how her tattoo's looked as we fucked. it was also nice because my favorite position were also hers so i got to do 'em a lot, and who doesn't enjoy fucking in their favorite positions?

the odd thing about this list is that the first half of it, everyone in there i dated for a substational period of time. only most recently have i not done that, and truth be told, i would rather be in a relationship and having the sex. because it's almost always better than any sort of person you just start fucking. cause when you're in a relationship after the first few times you know what they like, and they know what you like, so you can work off each other so that you both get off and enjoy the sex. so i guess now i just need to find someone else who wants a relationship and wants sex, and wants it a lot.